So far Reiki was just that one thing which was very badly needed in my life. I was in Junior college first year, I have no idea how but I was known as one of the good looking girl in there. (I Cant stop laughing at it today)...... but, getting back to the topic. I Thought, I could change every one in the world. And can do Reiki on any one. Oh I dint tell about the second degree.
Second degree is distance healing. In first degree you are restricted to heal a person only if he/she is in front of you. But second degree anything / anyone / anywhere in the universe can be healed. all you should have is a positive intention. " Please do not ever try to harm some one through Reiki ".
I Thought I could change every one...... Every time I fought with someone, I sat and did his Reiki..... I had no idea what I was doing..... I was just being selfish and rigid to the fact that I can play God now.... I am never wrong. this got me to a situation that I was left all alone. A person like me dint have friends in college..... This also was chosen by me. I one fine day stopped talking to my friends. I was no where happy..... I Cried more than any one could but, Still my ego dint go down. I stubborn that if they come and try talking to me only then I would. But I no where gave them chance to do so.
This went on for a long long time. Finally one day when we were doing Reiki at home. I Started crying, dint wanted to cry but had no control...... Finally had to tell my dad about what exactly was happening. That was time when I learned one major lesson in life. YOU HAVE TO CHANGE YOURSELF..... you have to learn to accept and let go things.
Things with friends did come to normal, but as you say in hindi "kutte ki doum tedhi ki tedhi". There was another chapter of my life, which made me understand what is Reiki and this time it was Crystal Clear. I Use to like this guy from the Senior section. Started talking to him also started getting so called serious about him. And one day I get to know he has a girl friend + is not very happy with her.
WOW I had a chance to use my powers again, and this time I had a positive intension which was "Its good for both of us, he is any way not happy with her". I started doing Reiki that he breaks up with her...... Things were just going the way I wanted..... but as I said earlier, You can really not harm any one through Reiki it comes back to you. After 2 months i started having fights with him and one day we broke up......
I Never understood my intension was to harm someone's relation. No one can become God. We have to face our part of problems in life. If the guy did not love me, I was just suppose to accept the fact and move on..... Not stick to the fact "Voh mujhe reject kese kar sakta hai ???? "
All Reiki can do is give you enough strength to face all the problems in life, get you solutions. Nothing in the world can remove all the problems from your life. As they are very important.... Just look back in life and see every time you felt proud of yourself was after achieving something in life after a failure or a struggle. Its human nature, anything which comes for free just cannot be valued..... Moreover as said " You have to earn it !!!! "
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